Chapter
One
Midnight breezes lift the
delicate, lace curtains, blowing them inward on fragrant, summer
air. He knew he would never have enough of her nor had he ever
wanted to give more.
With a slow look behind him,
his gaze drifts over to Beth. With her sparkling emerald eyes and
shy smile, she lays there on soft linen sheets tangled around her
love-warmed body. Silver moonlight plays across her bareness as he
had just done and this woman was his.
Looking up to the beveled
French doors opened to the night, Beth adores him with her eyes as
he stands there bathed in starlight on the balcony overlooking the
forest below. Then he comes to her once more, across the cherrywood
floor to their hand-carved mahogany bed where she lays
waiting.
He traces a tanned finger
across her cheek, strokes her golden hair, damp with love, away from
her neck and he bends down to taste once more with ever-hungry lips.
Down he traces to her rounded breast aching for his tease and she
arches to him, fueling a fiercer passion. He slowly circles along
her ribs, continues down her flat belly and goes further, further
down, tasting where he’d loved her moments before. She rises into
him as if this is the last time she will ever be swallowed up by
this exquisite passion. She takes all he gives like a hungry child
needing to be filled with him, just him, and they are full of the
glory only true lovers will ever know.
He rises over her and settles
between her opening thighs, clasps her hands above her head, then
fills her full of him.
She cries out in ecstasy as
he drives into her in the ageless dance that is theirs alone and, in
the glistening, slippery waltz, he falls into her rhythm that was
never played for another.
His mouth catches the cry of
triumph from her throat and he swallows her sweet agony, never meant
to be heard aloud.
Then he sees the fall,
slowly, so slowly and she begins to slip away, her warmth leaving
him. She is fading, fading as always and he clings to her warm,
young body, as she becomes vapor, a wisp of a vision that tears at
his pounding heart and he moans, "Beth! God, no! Not again! Please…"
And with one final, silent
scream, "Beth!" he bolted up from his midnight sleep, shaking with
the terror of her loss. Soaked in a desperate sweat that had no
earthly cause, he tore at the sheets on the bed he shared with
another, whose name was Diane.
Once again, Daniel Nolan
would bear Diane’s disgust and he would again have no answer for her
questions. He’d had no answers on any of the other nights that he’d
wakened, shaken to the bottom of his soul, for Beth of his
screams.
# # #
Teagan Sullivan tried to
regain her breath and still her violent shivers. She looked down at
the soft flax sheets that had been tucked in neatly when she’d
slipped between them several hours ago. Now they were wrenched from
the bed, despite the cool night. She was soaked with sweat, her hair
tangled, and her cotton nightdress was wound up around her hips, her
heart beat wildly in her chest. She could not take much more of
this. The dreams were tearing her apart and it felt like death
itself was walking the halls of her sleep. They had to stop.
Teagan swung her legs
over the side of her antique brass bed and went for the basin of
cool water she kept in her vintage wash stand.
As she splashed her face, she
became even more aware of the increasing chill that met her sweating
flesh. Shivering and overcome with a grief she could not name, a
ruggedly handsome face she could not forget, and an ache in her
heart, Teagan determined to forget, forget those vivid images
that haunted her nights. But she knew, even as she splashed her face
with the bracing water, that she would not—could not—forget. Not
anymore.
Sighing wearily, she
gazed up into the mirror, straight into the
most
brilliant, emerald eyes she had ever seen and the terror washed over
her once more. It slammed her with an impact that froze her marrow
and drove the air from her lungs. Those were not her eyes staring
back at her from the pale reflected face.
Teagan’s eyes were blue.
Every nerve ending in her
body was on alert, her blood turned icy and she shook her head as
she looked away from the glass.
She sank down onto the vanity
bench, out of sight of that lying mirror, and looked over to the
night table clock that was blinking two-thirty a.m. She knew she had
to sleep or she’d be useless in court tomorrow when she testified
about the pictures she’d taken of a fatal car accident last year.
With no sleep she’d be a mighty poor witness for herself.
Teagan needed to rest, but
she just couldn’t get to her feet. She could not look into that
mirror again until she could explain it all to herself. Then her
prior certainty of remembrance was lost as she watched the substance
of the dream shatter like a broken mirror, pieces flying everywhere,
with each second that had passed since she woke in terror. Just like
always.
# # #
The chance for more sleep in
the Daniel Nolan home this night disappeared when Diane flew from
the bed in a huff screeching, "Dammit all, Daniel, will you ever
give me a break? How am I supposed to sleep with you calling night
after night for ‘Oh Beth! Poor Beth!’ and who the bloody hell
is Beth anyway, some cutesy little meter maid at the
department batting her eyelashes and looking for you to ‘rescue’
her?" Diane lashed at him in exaggerated disgust. "For
chrissakes, Daniel, it’s two-friggin’-thirty in the morning and I’m
due on the runway at nine. I’m going home!" she ground out though
perfect teeth as she headed for her clothes.
So much for "the friend in
need." Diane was a woman just stuffed with concern for her
fellow man. If there were a way she could be of help, she’d shag ass
as far away from it as she could get and have every good reason for
doing it on the tip of her tongue.
Hearing his front door slam
shut downstairs, Daniel whispered softly from his still-warm bed,
"I’m sorry, Diane," while scraping his hands through his ash-blonde
hair. "I really am."
Diane and Daniel had known
each other for several years, but had only dated for a few months;
not long enough to call their relationship "serious," but it was
exclusive. And even if it weren’t in his nature, Daniel still would
have shown Diane due respect. After all, he cared for her. Didn’t
he?
No point in trying to get a
few more winks, the night was shot and the walls themselves were
echoing his distress. Daniel looked over at the clock, pulled on his
"Dead Dog Barking" jersey and went downstairs to start a pot of
coffee.
He shook some gourmet grounds
into the filter basket, poured spring water into the reservoir and
padded back up to his study to wait for the brew.
Just who in the hell was Beth,
anyway? Diane had asked a very good question.
Dropping into a
burgundy leather desk chair, Daniel again asked himself the question
that had deviled him for the past nine months. What was happening in
his sleep?
There was no question he was
dreaming. But about what and why? Everyone dreamt, that wasn’t a
problem. But for Sergeant Daniel Nolan, it was becoming a big
one.
His dreams were keeping him
up nights and now they had crept into his days, even though only
splinters of them remained. That spelled trouble for a detective
sergeant with high hopes for a Chief’s desk. The department provided
free shrink service and maybe his ten years on the job had taken a
toll on him, he thought as he went back down to get his coffee and
returned to his study.
He’d check on it.
That settled, he lifted the
14-carat gold lettered "Sergeant, Badge 2234" coffee mug to his
nose, savored the aroma of the fresh, hot Starbucks blend and took a
long, full draw on the brew. God, it tasted good going down, not
many things better than that in this life. Except Beth.
"Sonofabitch! Where did
that come from?" Setting the mug down, he sank back into the plush
leather of his expensive chair, slumped forward, and dropped his
head in his hands.
Beth. He could still smell her sweetness,
feel the touch of her soft curves, taste the salt on her skin. He
could feel her breath under his ear, her silky hair all
around him and he ached to be loving her again. He could hear the
tender words of love she speaks, speaks? to him while they
rode the breezes of the night, and he felt their triumphant cries of
release when they exploded together and shuddered, breathless, in
each other’s arms.
He still "saw" the French
doors leading to the balcony and the scrolled carving of leaves and
roses in the mahogany bedstead. Through his closed eyes, Daniel saw
the embroidered monograms on the bed linens and the high arched
leaded glass windows opened to the night. They were still fresh in
his mind’s eye. The baroque wall sconces with thick candles
flickered against bone plaster walls and the jasmine was creeping
over the balcony railings. Rich fragrances of magnolia and gardenias
filled the room. He was still seeing
it.
Christ, this was
insane.
Shaking his head, Daniel
deliberately tamped down the memories and thought ahead to the next
day. He had a robbery to follow up on in the morning, so he might as
well go in early, considering the night was all but gone, in any
case.
Rising from the chair, Daniel
reached for the mug he treasured to take it to the kitchen, looking
over to the side he froze, half-standing. He slowly lowered himself
back into the chair, his face ashen. Daniel’s eyes locked onto the
gold-veined mirror that hung on the wall beside his desk and held
the gaze of the most exquisite woman he’d ever seen. Her smile lit
the room. He could not take his eyes away from those crystal,
emerald eyes that smiled out at him from the mirror—eyes that he
knew as well as he knew his own—eyes that could only be seen in
dreams.
# # #
Morning broke purple, pink,
gold and blue over the heads of reporter Teagan Sullivan and
Sergeant Daniel Nolan, she on the east side of the Elsinore lake,
and he on the west side. Each held fresh-brewed coffee in their
hands; each was engrossed in the morning birds diving beneath the
lake’s surface for their breakfast; each had spent another hellish
night in the same dream and neither knew the other
existed.
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